Everything Forever

Close behind
Or far ahead
Too much time
Or nothing left
play a song
tell me something new
take it off
like cool kids used to do
somehow
they shut down
this city
this whole town
but I'm tired of silence
I'm trying again
I want cigarettes to heal me
I want drugs that don't feel bad
I want girls to hurt my feelings
I want friends to cancel plans
and I want 15000 nights out
for the ones we never had
I want everything forever
if it's not too much to ask
was it just
some fever dream
was it enough
what it seemed
it's my mistake
all my fault
that I can't wait
through this all
somehow
they shut down
this city
this whole town
but I'm tired of silence
I'm trying again
I want cigarettes to heal me
I want drugs that don't feel bad
I want girls to hurt my feelings
I want friends to cancel plans
and I want 15000 nights out
for the ones we never had
I want everything forever
if it's not too much to ask
I want cigarettes to heal me
I want drugs that don't feel bad
I want girls to hurt my feelings
I want friends to cancel plans
and I want 15000 nights out
for the ones we never had
I want everything forever
if it's not too much to ask