parasite - (prod. chroma可以)

Every night before I sleep I feel it crawl under my skin
Is it hate? Is it guilt? Is my patience wearing thin?
Anxiety is always on my mind, but I can't let the panic get my back, cause in this [?] close my eyes and then I disappear
I can't let nobody know, why I don't like being home
I can't let nobody know, why I have no self-control
I can't share my weakness to the world, cause I know how that goes
Every time I meet somebody, I can't tell if friend or foe
I'm finally getting recognition, now they wanna **** with me
But I can't **** with that, because the [?] is so ******* weak
*****, I did this **** all on my own and so can you, but you don't wanna [?] ...spend your time in my inbox
***** watch, mad at me, just hit me when that diss drops
Missed shots, focus you're been looking at me crisscross
Tiptop, where I'm looking down at the ********
****** *, hope that nine to five is what you want, *****
Tough ****, want it bad as me then you would quit, *****
Flip ****, every time you see me in yo city, boy
Pretty boy, **** up out my face or feel my rage, *****
Ape****, how I snap on anybody fake * ***
.13