this is do or die just like everything else

This is do or die just like everything else, yeah
This an angel falling fast, I might need help, yeah
'These are words you need to hear,' I tell myself, yeah
Pray that god strikes me down, don't wanna live no more
I don't have no time for closure
You did your rounds, I ****** around and now it's over
You know expecting things to last is bad composure
I know I'm ****** up in the head, that's why I lost her
Please forgive me for my sins
I ain't mean to hurt my loved ones,
And unfortunately I did
I'ma regret my mistakes until the OD or the lead
This is much past far removed,
You know I've been way off the edge, yeah, yah
This is suicide, just not sure where it ends, yah
This is beautiful, just let me play pretend, yah
This is cynical, I've been a piece of ****, yah
This is factual, I'm just relaying scripts, yah
I'ma own up, own up, I'ma **** up, **** up
Are you sorry that you met me?
I still wonder, wonder (I still wonder, wonder)
But you don't gotta wonder (But you don't gotta wonder)
I'ma own up, own up, I' ma **** up, **** up
Are you sorry that you met me?
I still wonder, wonder (I still wonder, wonder)
But you don't gotta wonder (But you don't gotta wonder)
This is do or die just like everything else, yeah
This an angel falling fast, I might need help, yeah
'These are words you need to hear,' I tell myself, yeah
Pray that god strikes me down, don't wanna live no more
This is suicide, just not sure where it ends, yah
This is beautiful, just let me play pretend, yah
This is cynical, I've been a piece of ****, yah
This is factual, I'm just relaying scripts, yah
I'm so stuck in my head
Life look like a dead end
Broken heart, I can't mend
Out to break more again
I'ma own up, own up, I'ma **** up, **** up
Are you sorry that you met me?
I still wonder, wonder (I still wonder, wonder)
But you don't gotta wonder(you don't gotta wonder)