Over and over again
又再一次啟動了開始
I descend into the same pattern
身體不自主開啟了模式
This isn't how I wanted it to be
這不是我想要的樣子
Yet I can't help but re-enter this pattern
可力不從心必須得複制
It's ruthlessly controlling every cell in my body
每個細胞被無情的控制
I'm rotting away
我的身體卻正在被腐蝕
And I still don't know why
並沒發現問題的本質
My body and soul are fighting each other
身體靈魂發生了排斥
This is too complicated. It's just too complicated
這裡太複雜這裡太複雜
It's time to get rid of what I don't need
是時候開始不需要的全都該扔掉
It's time to rediscover my direction
是時候開始重新找到我自己的位置
Scrambling against the current, that's life
在逆境中沖刷自己無法停止現實
Flailing in a wild wind like fallen leaves, that's life
像落葉般在狂風中來回飄蕩現實
My desire runs too deep. It's eating me up
欲壑難填如黑洞般如黑洞般吞噬了身體
Everything I have done has led me on the path that seems to have no way out
被支配著自恃清高卻已經無路可去
This is too complicated. It's just too complicated. Each tries to cheat the other
這裡太複雜這裡太複雜爾虞我詐偷姦耍滑
Each talks nonsense
只留下些無法理解還有無法相信的鬼話
Look at myself, I can't find my way out
看看現在自己的樣子已被囚禁卻無法自拔
Yet I dont wanna be in company with that
想要找到自己的方式保持清醒別被它融化
Look at myself, I can't find my way out
看看現在自己的樣子已被囚禁卻無法自拔
Yet I dont wanna be in company with that
想要找到救贖的方法保持清醒別被它融化
Don't be in company with that
別被它融化別被它融化... ...
Scrambling against the current, that's life
在逆境中沖刷自己無法停止現實
Flailing in a wild wind like fallen leaves, that's life
像落葉般在狂風中來回飄蕩現實
It can't stop
無法停止無法停止... ...
I dont wanna go on like that
我也不想再這樣下去我也不想再這樣繼續
Life like a knife, I am always getting hurt
可現實的刀子時時刻刻扎透了我的身體
I cant lose this fight even though it's too hard
我的反抗蒼白而無力大腦告訴我不能放棄
Life like a knife, I am always getting hurt
可現實的刀子時時刻刻扎透了我的身體
It's time to find my way out
是時候開始是時候開始... ...
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