freak

I took a shot to the head last week
I'm a paranoid freak
I keep driving around the city at the same damn speed
Thinking one day you might show up when I go
And I try to lie and say that I'm not insane
But I keep on playing the same damn games
Thinking one day shit might be different
It won't
When it's real then it's not
And you don't want to stop
I remember when we had the same damn problems
Imma say the same things 'til you feel the same way
Even when it hurts you, I'm gonna put you in the same grave
Oh wait, I'm sorry
I tried to warn you
I really want you to see me when I'm honest
I needed something different
Well until I didn't
And I know I shouldn't be here with you
Girl, you mobbin', proper
In and out of anywhere
You poppin'
Sobbin'
Even when my heart is at an auction, childish
You don't give a **** about me
I took a shot to the head last week
I'm a paranoid freak
I keep driving around the city at the same damn speed
Thinking one day you might show up when I go
And I try to lie and say that I'm not insane
But I keep on playing the same damn games
Thinking one day shit might be different
It won't
Girl you mobbin', proper
In and out of anywhere
You poppin'
Sobbin'
Even when my heart is at an auction, childish
You don't give a **** about me
I took a shot to the head last week
I'm a paranoid freak
I keep driving around the city at the same damn speed
Thinking one day you might show up when I go
And I try to lie and say that I'm not insane
ButI keep on playing the same damn games
Thinking one day shit might be different
It won’t