lie to yourself (feat. Rx色boy & sarcastic sounds)

Yeah, I thought, you were telling the truth
And I thought, that you wanted it too
You said everything would be fine
Then you started stepping way over the line
How come you didn' t tell me things
The outcome didn't mean anything
You stressed me out way more than you know
But still I let you stay in my home
Shared a bed, and then slept in his
Didn't need any evidence
To know what you did
Now we're over with
I'm not over you
But it's cool I guess
I guess l' m a mess
No l'm not
Blaming me for your outta pocket actions and I don't like that
Say you wanna talk but never type back
You lie to yourself
And you say you wanted everything
Then you look for someone else
And they fail to be your anything
Every night you tell yourself
And you swear you wanted everything
Then you look to someone else
And they fail to be your anything
(Be your anything)
Be your anything
(Be your anything)
The fail to be your anything
(Be your anything)
Be your anything
(Be your anything)
The fail to be your anything
Everything seems like a blur
Everything feels like a curse
My inner self in a hearse
I might have to tell you it hurts
I fight with my mind in the dirt
Your minds in a purse
Your bag isn't worth
That much no tag isn't real just hush
You brag when you tell them stuff about me
But you never made me feel good
That's dumb
Wait
I don't wanna let you go
Know that I might be on my own
But the fire at my place been burning
Hearts been turning
We could curlup in the cold
Say everything's that's on your mind
Tell me about that other guy
Who caught your heart when I left town
I keep fishing for love but l'm let down
It sucks I gotta let you go
Half of my heart's been turned to stone
But with the moon in the sky and the stars in your eyes
l'mma say everything thats on my mind
I feel alotta things still for you
I know we're too scared to see them thru
My head's too high and my heart's so blue
Cause I know what you said just wasn't true
You lie to yourself
And you say you wanted everything
Then you look for someone else
And they fail to be your anything
Every night you tell yourself
And you swear you wanted everything
Then you look to someone else
And they fail to be your anything
(Be your anything)
Be your anything
(Be your anything)
The fail to be your anything
(Be your anything)
Be your anything
(Be your anything)
The fail to be your anything
(Be your anything)