編曲: CHEOM
回想起過“那種生活”的最後一天
Recall the day of its last day
我正忙著收拾東西趕上飛機
I was gathering my stuff and got on airplane
我想著“至少不用一個人過生日了”
I was like “Don't have to be alone on birthday”
但為什麼我又會如此想回到那樣的生活
But oh Jesus Christ why'd I wanna go back
某個瞬間我意識到我甚至沒有機會去同它告別或不捨
It even feels like I don't have the chance to say goodbye
即使它們帶來的坎坷讓我很痛
To my past lives even though they hurt me bad
真奇怪啊
It is so weird
當我度過它的時候一直在抱怨
While I'm in it I keep complaining it
可掙扎上岸後的感情複雜
Now I'm standing at the shoreline feeling complicated
或許這回就是最後一回
或許這回就是最後一回
即使痊癒也不會再純粹
即使痊癒也不會再純粹
我明白(是痛苦)
I know(是痛苦)
我一直在成長(是禮物,也許)
I know I've been growing enough(是禮物,也許)
讓自己準備好然後再回到那個世界(是醒悟,必經之路)
Prepare myself to go back to the same world(是醒悟,必經之路)
我明白(似曾相識)
I know(deja vu)
我知道我已經改變了許多(或許會很殘忍)
I know I have changed so much that(I'll be cruel, but I)
也無法回到那個一模一樣的狀態了(我還是會做一樣的決定)
I could never play the same chord (I'd choose the same, I'll choose the same road)