Addiction

Addiction
癮
medina
Singer

應該再來一杯嗎
Should I drink another drink
再編造一個謊言自我欺騙
Say another lie
你也許能發現
I know that you may think
我的心中有一隻殘翼的鳥
That Im a broken little bird in my mind
匍匐在冰涼的地面
Cause Im crawling on the floor
努力攀上牆垣
Im climbing up the walls
每次我以為將要看見曙光
And everytime I get a grip
卻墜入更無盡的黑暗
I seem to lose myself just a little more
因為我只是不做掙扎地，等這癮將我吞噬
Cause I am here and it eats me up
為此著迷
Well I love the way it feels
即使我知不該這樣坐以待斃
I really shouldnt stay
卻不能果斷抽身
But I cant give up
痛苦又令我欲罷不能
The more it hurts the more I need
就像是癮
Its like an addiction
無法戒除
Its like an addiction
我應該再麻痺自己一次嗎
Should I drink another drink
我還有時間嗎
Am I running out of time
迷惑迫使我思考
Confusion makes me think
答案卻游離在思緒之外
This solution is beyond my sorry mind
我就在此地等待被吞噬
Cause I am here and it eats me up
我該怎樣承認我的甘之如飴
Well I love the way it feels
理智勸我離開
I really shouldnt stay
情緒卻不能自如抽身
But I cant give up
傷得越重，越難放棄
The more it hurts the more I need
一場毫無道理的著迷
Its like an addiction
和我掙脫不了的癡狂

一邊是迷亂的狂熱
And I just cant break free of the madness
一邊帶著濃墨重彩的悲傷
Its like an addiction
無法自拔
Am I the only one with the sadness
不能解脫
Its like an addiction
這場迷戀裡
And I just cant break free *of the madness*
是不是只有我在認真悲傷
Its like an addiction
我卻無法放手

不能放手
Am I the only one with the sadness
我
I cant let go
沉溺其中
I I I cant let go
無法解脫
I I
如影隨形

痛卻無名
Its like an addiction
這癮
And I just cant break free of the madness
將我牢牢地
Its like an addiction
攫取
Am I the only one with the sadness
我卻
Its like an addiction
不能
And I just cant break free of the madness
瀟灑放手
Its like an addiction
我
Am I the only one
只能繳械投降般
I cant let go
痛苦
I I I cant let go
並歡愉著
I I
I cant let go
I I I cant let go
I I