morbid fascination

Overheard your conversation
In a place i didn't know
As i walked out of the station
I saw your face there through the crowd
So i put my hood on and sat on down
By the table right next to you
I could barely breathe when you said my name
What i heard now i can't undo
Morbid fascination
Yeh i just can't help myself as i sipped my wine in patience
You described me like someone else
Could it be that i'm blind to the truth that hurts
And i'm lost in my own denial
Is it me who defends till we hit dead ends
So afraid of my own betrayal