Math

All my teachers were right
老師們一點兒都沒講錯
I use Math everyday in my life
每天我都在應用著數學
I add, subtract, divide
儘管在應用著加減乘除
And most of the time it makes me wanna die
每一次都讓我痛不欲生

Cause the number below my fear
只因我把畏怯藏在數字下
And the number below my spine
一個個數字深入我的骨髓
And the numbers on the manual are always too high
我的期望卻總是高不可攀

So I dont know how low I have to go
我也不知要怎樣降低要求
Cause I wake up in my body and it never feels like home
只因甦醒時了無家的感覺
I feel like Im in another persons house, I cant get out
彷彿被禁錮於他人家中，我卻無力掙脫
So I dont know how low I have to go
我也不知要怎樣降低要求

I wanna rewire my mind
我大可重新去書寫記憶
So I dont care if theres a space between my [vice?]
這樣現實的參差便無法困擾我半分
It keeps me up at night
縱然我夜不能寐
To think Ill calculate until the day I die
我想我會計算著一切直至離去

Cause the number below my fear
只因我把畏怯藏在數字下
And the number below my spine
一個個數字深入我的骨髓
And the numbers on the manual are always too high
我的期望卻總是高不可攀

So I dont know how low I have to go
我也不知要怎樣降低要求
Cause I wake up in my body and it never feels like home
只因甦醒時了無家的感覺
I feel like Im in another persons house, I cant get out
彷彿被禁錮於他人家中，我卻無力掙脫
So I dont know how low I have to go
我也不知要怎樣降低要求
I dont know how low

All the numbers in my mind
腦海裡的全部數字
Are set out to ruin my life
彷彿是既定的要毀滅我的生活
I dont wanna let them win but they just might
就算我掙扎，也並非胸有成竹
And I know this is aproblem
我也明白這其中的緣故所在
That Im improperly solving
那件我未能正確解答的題目
When I say Ill just go lower one more time
所以我會再一次的降低要求

So I dont know how low I have to go
我也不知要怎樣降低要求
Cause I wake up in my body and it never feels like home
只因甦醒時了無家的感覺
I feel like Im in another persons house, I cant get out
彷彿被禁錮於他人家中，我卻無力掙脫
So I dont know how low I have to go
我也不知要怎樣降低要求
I dont know how low
No, I dont know how low I have to go
不知怎樣降低要求
I dont know how low
才會重新綻放笑顏