learning to survive

我要學著愛上這個世界
Im learning to survive
我總是對他人過度信任把自己的一切奉給他人
Always trusted too much, it was all I had
對於我所熟知的一切有時又感到如此的陌生
I was blind to the darkness in everyone I know
woo
Woah-oh-oh
我始終努力去尋找世界上的善意
Always looked for the good or the best intent
這麼多年過去了我終於意識到自這一路上己錯過了多少告示牌
After years that have passed I see all the signs I missed
woo
Woah-oh-oh
如今彷彿生活於牢籠之中
And it feels like a prison Im living in
而最終我是否獲得了足夠的痛苦呢
Did I earn all the pain in the consequence?
蒼老的內心已經不能再為自己辯駁年輕的靈魂不應該被定罪
Im too old to acquit, too young to convict
屬於我的榮耀開始崩塌
The weight of my pride caving in
我仍會銘記那些在我奮力抗爭時冷眼旁觀的面龐
I can feel them watching me while Im learning to survive
他們凝視著我那些因倦怠而無力隱藏的意願
Staring at my broken will that Im too tired to hide
有如此多我無法逃離的夢魘燃盡我所擁有的一切來點亮前路
So many demons I cant escape , burning my bridges to light the way
我可以感到他們不屑的目光但我會實現這一切
I can feel them watching me but Ill make it out alive
我正在學著成長
Im learning to survive
此刻我如此清醒嗯我絕不會輕易死去
Here I am wide awake, no Im not dead yet
而且我已經不再如當初那般步履蹣跚滿載困惑
And Im not as confused as I know I was back then
woo
Whoa-oh
生活如囚籠將我束縛
And it feels like a prison Im living in
我的結局是否就只有於痛苦相伴呢
Did I earn all the pain in the consequence?
我無力去辯解也不甘被判決
Im too old to acquit, too young to convict
驕傲的重量在消逝
The weight of my pride caving in
我能感受到我在學著存活時他們的目光
I can feel them watching me while Im learning to survive
凝視著那些無力隱藏的思想碎片
Staring at my broken will that Im too tired to hide
我無法躲避我內心的惡魔湮滅於烈焰再另尋出路吧
So many demons I cant escape, burning my bridges to light the way
我知道他們都緊盯著我但我仍會恣意活著
I can feel them watching me but Ill make it out alive
我正在學著與這世界和平相處
Im learning to survive
我對於過去那些羞恥釋懷了拋棄靈魂上那些我忍無可忍的重量
Im letting go of my shame, that unbearable weight
我要學著生存
Im learning to survive
我開始學會對於那些自私的錯誤中解脫
Im letting go of the blame from my selfish mistakes
用全新的視野全新的目光來審視生命
With new eyes, with new eyes
這是唯一我用來原諒自己的方式
It was the only way that Ive forgiven me
重頭開始
With new eyes, with new eyes
這是唯一原諒自己的藉口
It was the only way that Ive forgiven me
他們仍會對我的努力冷眼旁觀
I can feel them watching me while Im learning to survive
我會學著抗爭
(Learning to survive)
他們凝視著我那些因倦怠而無力隱藏的意願
Staring at my broken will that Im too tired to hide
我無力隱藏
(Too tired to hide)
我無法躲避我內心的惡魔湮滅於烈焰再另尋出路吧
So many demons I cant escape, burning my bridges to light the way
我知道他們都緊盯著我但我仍會恣意活著
I can feel them watching me but Ill make it out alive
我要學著與世界和解
Im learning to survive
義無反顧
Burning my bridges to light the way
絕無後路
Burning my bridges to light the way
向著有光的地方
Burning my bridges to light the way
讓烈火焚燒過去帶我走向新生吧
Burning my bridges to light the way
就讓這一切湮於烈焰在火光中將我引向我的命運之路吧
Burning my bridges to light the way