over it

I dont know if Im okay right now
But I swear Ill be just fine
Im not sure if lifes still counting down
But Im sure itll be on time
They tell me its okay to die
Just dont make it come quick
Well Momma I dont wanna die
But whats wrong with making peace with it?
I dont wanna be too scared to live
But I dont wanna be too dumb to die
If lifes a game of gifts and risks
I think Ill take my chances
I dont wanna be too scared to live
Running out of time
Feel the shoreline coming closer
Back to the design
We made a pact when we were older
Felt that kind of pain
When we were both six months sober
Falling off the edge its like
The past was never over
I dont know if Im okay right now
But I swear Ill be just fine
Im not sure if lifes still counting down
But Im sure itll be on time
They tell me its okay to die
Just dont make it come quick
Well Momma I dont wanna die
But whats wrong with making peace with it?
I dont wanna be scared to live
Running out of time
Feel the shoreline coming closer
Back to the design
We made a pact when we were older
Felt that kind of pain
When we were both six months sober
Falling off the edge its like
The past was never over