I don't wanna open up, I don't wanna think about it
我不想攤開了說，也不想費神思考
I don't wanna show my feelings anymore, mm-mmm
不再會在你面前宣洩情緒
If I never talk a lot, will anybody understand it?
如果我就此沉默，還指望誰來理解？
Do I have to hide my fears in these four walls?
難道我只能將恐懼不安藏在心底
'Cause you ripped my heart out when I gave you love
怪我把愛都給了你這偷心賊
And made me feel weak when you gave it all up
才會在你丟棄之後渾身無力
So I lie awake thinking am I not good enough?
我徹夜難眠不由去想哪裡不夠好
And strangers they comment when I'm feeling down
旁人總會對我的失落評頭論足
I take it to heart but I keep them around
我試圖把它深埋心底，可它如影隨形
And I lie awake tryna drown it out
我躺下來努力讓自己平靜
I'm too, too close to losing myself, I'm barely even here
我快要迷失自我，幾乎不是從前的我
I'm too, too close to losing my senses, does that make me weak?
我快要失去知覺，是你讓我意志消沉
I'm numb, numb, numb
力不從心，麻木消沉，快要變成行屍走肉
Should I run, run, run?
我應該逃離這一切麼
I'm too, too close to losing myself
我快要面目全非
I don't wanna ghost you out, I see you getting mad about it
我不想嚇死你，我看見你竟然為此惱怒
No , don't judge me on what I've become (Mm-mmm)
不，你無法裁定我誰
Everything is getting loud, and I'm getting down about it
一切都變得嘈雜起來，我對此深感無力
I'll count the days until I'm strong (Mm-mmm)
我會記錄我開始自強的日子
'Cause you ripped my heart out when I gave you love
怪我把愛都給了你這偷心賊
And made me feel weak when you gave it all up
才會在你丟棄之後渾身無力
So I lie awake thinking am I not good enough?
我徹夜難眠不由去想哪裡不夠好
And strangers they comment when I'm feeling down
旁人總愛對我的失落評頭論足
I take it to heart but I keep them around
我試圖把它深埋心底，可它如影隨形
And I lie awake tryna drown it out
我躺下來努力讓自己平靜
I'm too, too close to losing myself, I'm barely even here
我快要迷失自我，幾乎不是從前的我
I'm too, too close to losing my senses, does that make me weak?
我快要失去知覺，是你讓我意志消沉
I'm numb, numb, numb
力不從心，麻木消沉，快要變成行屍走肉
Should I run, run, run?
我應該逃離這一切麼
I'm too, too close to losing myself
我快要迷失自我
I'll drown it out
我要把它淹沒
Too, too
快要
Too, too close to…
快要
I'm too , too close to losing myself
我快要迷失自我
Too, too
快要
Too, too close to
快要
To losing myself
迷失自我
I 'm too, too close to losing myself, I'm barely even here
我快要迷失自我，幾乎不是從前的我
I'm too, too close to losing my senses, does that make me weak?
我快要失去知覺，是你讓我意志消沉
I'm numb, numb, numb
力不從心，麻木消沉，快要變成行屍走肉
Should I run, run, run?
我應該逃離這一切麼
I'm too, too close to losing myself
我快要迷失自我
So I'll drown it out
我要把它淹沒
But I 'm…
但...
I'm too, too close to losing myself
我快要迷失自我
But I'll drown it out
但...我要把它淹沒
I'm too, too close to losing myself
我快要迷失自我
Too Close