silence the feelings

I dont even really wanna talk about it
說真的，我不想再說這事了
It only makes it way worse
再怎麼挽救都會把事情弄得更糟
They try to tell me that Im doing this to myself
他們想告訴我，這麼做都是為了救我自己
Say why the **** would I be doing this to myself?
說我幹嘛非要作賤自己?
They still dont care
實際上他們都只是說說而已
Maybe its the vodka talking
喝了伏特加說著鬼話
You dont know the **** ********* road Im walking,no
你根本就不知道我要走的那條路
(No) I dont even try anymore (Anymore)
我不再拯救自己
Nothing feels fine anymore (Anymore)
開始變得沒心沒肺
I keep my problems, to myself
把自己的痛楚留給自己
(Ive been awake for how long?
我做了個美好的夢，夢醒了
How long have I been awake?)
我醒了多久了?
I keep my problems, to myself(Why)
把自己的痛楚留給自己（別問我為什麼）
(My problems, my, my, my, my, my)
只有自己懂自己的難受
(My, my, my , my, my, yeah, yeah, yeah)
屬於我自己的傷疤就讓我承受著吧
(Take another day off, killing all the braincells)
給我一天時間，我要殺死這該死的腦細胞
(Take a sip of vodka, just so I can)
喝一小口伏特加保持我的清醒
Take another day off, killing all the braincells
請給我一天時間，我要殺死這該死的腦細胞
Sip a little vodka, just so I can stay awake
只有喝著伏特加我才能保持清醒
Take another day off, killing all the braincells
就請你給我一天時間，我要殺死這該死的腦細胞
Sip a little vodka, just so I can stay awake
就讓我喝著伏特加繼續保持著清醒吧啊啊啊！ ！ ！