I lost a feeling I used to know一種曾經熟悉的感覺離我而去
Which been around me long ago曾陪伴我很久
don't need to runaway from these troubles不用逃避身邊的問題
spend a day alone with myself安安靜靜和自己呆上一天
forgot the things I been looking for忘了我要追尋的東西
I know it when I was still a child在我是個小孩的時候我還知道
but it's vanishing and I never know但它現在消逝不見我卻渾然不覺
how can I shake everything off如何才能甩掉身邊的一切
runaway from all these voice逃離這些聲音的干擾
from the friends I never want逃離我從來都沒想交的朋友
turn it back if I had a choice如果有選擇我想再來一次
now I have lost myself at the cross如今我迷失在十字路口
I ain't see no sign to lead my road沒有路標指引我
beside me it's teasing and the jokes陪伴我的只有嘲笑與挖苦
what if I get used to leave with it如果我習慣了帶著它們生活下去怎麼辦
work so hard try to runaway from it努力這麼多只為遠離這些東西
would I drown in the self destruction我會沉溺於自我毀滅嗎
afraid to turn to the people I hated真怕會變成那種自己討厭的人
'cause it feels I been changing the silence因為我好像正在安靜中改變著
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I been changing in the silence在安靜的改變著
whish I could turn back to seventeen真想回到十七歲的時候
back when the nightmare is still a dream回到噩夢還是個夢想的時候
when my heart is not been rotted回到我的心還沒有被腐蝕的時候
feel like a knife stab on my skin彷彿一把利刃刺在我的皮膚上
came with the stress drained and froze my teeth隨之而來的壓力風乾凍結了我的牙齒
nearly drown while I tryna breath幾近溺水拼命呼吸
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it seems I ain't ready for tomorrow好像我並沒有做好應對明天的準備
so I choose to stay up all night所以我選擇整夜不睡
I ain't never mean to do it 我真的不是故意的
to hurt all the people around me over and over again不是故意把我身邊的每一個人都傷害一遍
lean on the wall to throw it up靠這牆壁吐一場
close my eyes when the moon going down月亮落下時閉上雙眼
another day another fvvking copy又一天又一次復制粘貼
whish I could turn back to seventeen真想回到十七歲的時候
back when the nightmare is still a dream回到噩夢還是個夢想的時候
when my heart is not been rotted回到我的心還沒有被腐蝕的時候
feel like a knife stab on my skin彷彿一把利刃刺在我的皮膚上
came with the stress drained and froze my teeth隨之而來的壓力風乾凍結了我的牙齒
nearly drown while I tryna breath幾近溺水拼命呼吸