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Guess I never gave up playing golden child
Dont drink and dont do drugs
So Im not cool enough
But I hid you in my room
when mom and dad were fighting back when we were young
Wouldt let you hear too much
Yeah Im good at that stuff
Maybe growing up too fast
Was the only choice I had
Wish I wasnt controlling
Its the weight Im holding
Tryna live up to the girl they see
Cause I know somebody had to be
Steady, safe and focused
If Im not sure, wont show em
When I fall, I feel all eyes on me
But I guess somebody had to be
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Call me when your high school boyfriend breaks your heart
You know Ill pick up
Im the one you trust
But you dont wanna tell me bout that party last night
where you got too drunk
You think that Ill judge
Makes me feel like Im no fun
Maybe growing up too fast
Was the only choice I had
Wish I wasnt controlling
Its the weight Im holding
Tryna live up to the girl they see
Cause I know somebody had to be
Steady, safe and focused
If Im not sure, wont show em
When I fall, I feel all eyes on me
But I guess somebody had to be
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I can light the way for you
No, I dont mind jumping first
I can wait up if you want me to
Cause thats just the way it works when youre oldest
Wish I wasnt controlling
It's the weight Im holding
Tryna live up to the girl they see
Cause I know somebody had to be
Steady, safe and focused
If Im not sure, wont show em
When I fall, I feel all eyes on me
But I guess somebody had to be
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Ohoo
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