and if i’m being honest…

Don't wanna be here
我不想在這待下去了
Wish I could skip past all the drama
真想直接跳過這些亂七八糟的事
But I need to be clear to let go
但我需要好的結束才能真的釋懷
Can't leave us hanging
不能不上不下的
It kills me cause I love the way I've been going through changes
這太磨人了因為我喜歡自己以前面對改變的方法
But I know...
但我也知道......
When you were so vacant
你如此茫然的時候
made me lose my patience
會讓我耐心盡失
Breaking and faking love
幾近崩潰假裝愛你
And now I'm so stuck on
現在好了我迷上了
photos, overexposed
過度曝光的照片,就像和你的關係
Need to clear it up...
亟待解決..... .
If im being honest
說實話
Honestly we're on 'til we're off
愛這個東西有時就有無時即無
When honestly we just wanted love
我們只是誠實地追尋著愛
But honesty just isn't enough
但只有坦誠也是不夠的
If I'm being honest honest
說實話
If I'm acting anxious
如果我過於焦慮了
I'm sorry for making you crazy and I hate to say this
很抱歉讓你不安我不想這麼說
We're on different pages
但我們已經不在同一個世界
Kills me cause I love the way we've been going through changes
這也讓我痛苦不堪因為我喜歡我們以前面對改變的樣子
But I know ...
但我明白......
When you were so vacant
你如此茫然的時候
made me lose my patience
會讓我耐心盡失
Breaking and faking love
幾近崩潰假裝愛你
And now I'm so stuck on
現在好了我迷上了
photos, overexposed
過度曝光的照片，就像和你的關係
Need to clear it up...
亟待解決......
And if I'm being honest
說實話
Honestly we're on 'til we're off
愛這個東西有時就有無時即無
When honestly we just wanted love
我們只是誠實地追尋著愛
But honesty just isn't enough
但只有坦誠也是不夠的
If I'm being honest honest
如果非要我很坦誠地講
If I'm being honest
說實話
Killing me killing me going through all ofthe changes
這些改變讓我難以面對
Crying you're watching me driving away 'cause I'm anxious
我很焦慮我在痛哭你目送我開車離去
Finally finally done with you leaving me hanging
最後終於不再是你讓我輾轉反側
And I hate to say this...
我不想這麼說......
But if im being honest
說實話
Honestly we're on 'til we're off
愛這個東西有時就有無時即無
When honestly we just wanted love
我們只是誠實地追尋著愛
But honesty just isn't enough
但只有坦誠也是不夠的
If I'm being honest honest
如果非要我很坦誠地講
Yeah
是的
You know I don't wanna say this
你知道我不想這麼說
I hate to say this...
我真不想這麼說
If I'm being honest
但我還是要實話實說