Ive loved and Ive lost in beautiful style
Ive flicked through all pages, in the book
Im a girl in agony
Oh, heres to pharmaceuticals
Ive hated my body since I was a child
Gone through all phases just to look like the girls in the magazines
So carefully trying to be beautiful
Im wild, Im loud, Im up and down
Im everything in between
Im big, Im small, yeah, Ive done it all
Who knows what it means
Im mostly sad
Everythings feeling real bad
Watch all my shit hit the fan
This wasnt a part of the plan
At least Ill just smoke in the corner alone
Fiddle with my phone, get a ride home
Dont talk to me, please talk to me
Ive got history
I laugh with my friends, and I really extend myself
Holding on by a thread
Ive tried on new lenses, to give me incentives
To end all the tragedies in my head
Im mostly sad (Sad)
Everythings feeling real bad (Bad)
Watch all my shit hit the fan (Sad)
So sorry to my mum and dad
Honestly, Im just real sad (Sad)
Everythings feeling real bad (Bad)
Watch all my shit hit the fan (Sad)
This wasnt a part of the plan (Sad)
Dear Mrs. Robertson, tell them who I really am
Dear Mrs. Robertson, tell them who I really am
Oh, Im mostly sad (Sad)
Everythings feeling real bad (Bad)
Watch all my shit hit the fan (Sad)
This wasnt a part of the plan (Oh, this wasnt a part ofthe plan)
Honestly, Im just real sad (Sad)
Everythings feeling real bad (Bad)
So sorry to my mum and dad (Im so sorry, so sorry)
This wasnt a part of the plan (Sad)
Honestly, Im just real sad
sad