Living On The Outside

How does it feel on your half of the world
If youd ask theyd say nothings changed on mine.
Just because I tell a joke or two
and believe Ive got the whole world fooled
Done a damn good job to hide the hurt behind the lies
Didnt even tell my mama, even my best friend.
How you walked out and took my pride.
Ive been livin on the outside dyin on the inside
Ive been livin on the outside dyin on the inside.
I wont pass up a single Friday night,
and I wear this smile and pray that they dont ask
Why they never seem to see what was once the other half of me.
I just hold my breath and hide behind this mask.
I didnt even tell my mama
or even my best friend
how you walked out and Lord Ive tried
Ive been livin on the outside dyin on the inside
Ive been livin on the outside dyin on the inside
Walls if I just tear down these walls
and admit it was over, maybe it would be over .
and Then I could tell my mama, even my best friend.
How you talked out and bled me dry.
Ive been livin on the outside dyin on the inside.
Im through livin on the outside dyin on inside
Oh I was livin on the outside dyin on the inside
Im through livin on the outside, dyin on the inside