Haunted

Ive forfeited my right
To ever sleeping easy
Again at night
Given up on being alone
Cause my conscience is the loudest company
When no ones home
And i still cant believe how quick it happened
From momentary lapse to chain reaction
After all these years
I cant out run your tears
Ill turn 98
Still saying sorry everyday
I need you to know that youre all that i wanted
And that im still haunted
Ive been losing track of time
Lost in thoughts of a life
That that would not be mine
How many bottles will it take
To wash down the toughest pill
That ill have to take
I wonder how far we could have seen it
Can one foolish man leave fate defeated
After all these years
I cant out run your tears
Ill turn 98
Still saying sorry everyday
I need you to know that youre all that i wanted
And that im still haunted