winter

Sometimes I feel like youre never gon change
You love the streets more than me? Selfish in vain
I held you down all these years through the stress and the pain
But length dont matter if the strength never measures the same
The price of love in my heart was the debt that I paid
Cause sometimes I think with my heart instead of my brain
A dangerous drug, you sat between my legs where you safe
Aint no pillow talking, you make your own bed where you lay
We only drunk when we text or when you want me for sex
You hate protection unless you wearing a gun in your vest
Lay in this bed , I still dont know where Im standing with you
I wanna know but my self-esteem cant handle the truth
I shouldve been done with your ass
Its a lot of fish in the sea
But see, your sex just brings out the contradiction in me
Now sitting, looking stupid, waiting for your call
I guess Ill settle for some of your attention instead of none at all
Look
Lotus child , I told them to hold it down
My partner in crime, I just hope you dont blow this trial
I know you heard about all the rumors that float around
Bout my sex drive, too much traffic will slow you down
Dont judge me off what you heard
Told you, lets take control
Question me like you aint got a bitch thats sitting at home
Question me like every time I call, you pick up the phone?
Nigga please, cry tears as I rip your pictures and clothes
Now, all my exes say its hard toforget me
And they still aint find my replacement, so all of em resent me
Type of nigga that like to wait till theyre no longer with me
To do the shit he shouldve did when he was still involved with me
Thats because niggas wanna be handed something they supposed to earn
But a ****-nigga hate a woman that knows her worth
Thats why Im done waiting for your call
Cause if I gotta settle for some of your attention
I dont want none at all