鋼琴原曲:cry alone
I get these moments when I have to lie down
有時我覺得我不得不躺下
Because everything feels sort of too much
因為感覺所有事都難以承受
And I look up and see the blue
我向上看看著那些藍色
or the grey , or the black,
或灰色或黑色
and I feel myself melting into it
然後感覺自己融化了進去
And, for like a split second
然後就一瞬間
I feel free and happy
我感覺到了自由和快樂
Innocent, Like a dog or an alien
還有純真像一隻狗或者外星人
Or a baby
或者嬰兒
...
Sometimes you realize you've had a
有時你意識到
thing keeping you going that might be a lie
讓你一直堅持下去的東西可能是個謊言
When you actually really understand that
當你真的明白了事情
that the whole thing might have been a lie the whole time
有可能從一開始就是個謊言的時候
It's like you swallowed a stone
感覺卻像吞了塊石頭
but not recently
但不是最近
it swallowed years ago
它幾年前就吞下了