more like you

Laying down looking out of your bedroom window,
You see the sun, I see the clouds
I could lay here all day
Head On your pillow
You get up but I don't know how
I wanna be more like you
I wanna be more like you
We drive through the night to get out the city
THose neons lights glowing red
If I cry would you lie say u understand me
Turn off those head lights in my head
I wanna be more like you
Can't you tell
Baby cuz all I do is beat up myself
I wanna be more like you
Can't u see
Cuz all my feelings seem to get the best the best of me
I'm a total mess
But I don't mean to be
I' m afraid I'll **** up whats in front of me
A calamity
My worst enemy
And shes living & breathing inside of me
I don't tell u things
Cuz you'll think that I'm crazy
Don't need u to hate me
I do enough of that lately