It’s Been So Long

我不知道我在想什麼
I dont know what I was thinking
拋棄我的孩子
Leaving my child behind
我已受夠這些詛咒，這一刻，我眼前一片黑暗
Now, I suffer the curse and now, I am blind
眼中只有憎恨，自責，與悲傷
With all this anger, guilt and sadness
好像鬼魂一般纏繞著我
Coming to haunt me forever
但我只是等不及在恐懼盡頭那無邊的墜落
I cant wait for the cliff at the end of the river
那渴望已久的複仇

抑或是期待著來自暗處的利刃？
Is this revenge I am seeking
自相矛盾，糾結掙扎，我想要解脫
Or seeking someone to avenge me?
也許..是時候去搜尋，去追捕
Stuck in my own paradox, I wanna set myself free
趕在他們阻止我之前
Maybe, I should chase and find
沒時間了我就要成為他們的傀儡
Before theyll try to stop it
已經過去很久了
It wont be long before Ill become a puppet
我多久沒見我的寶貝了

輸給了這個怪物
Its been so long
那屠殺慘劇背後的黑手令我作嘔
Since I last have seen my son
自從你走後
Lost to this monster
我就一直唱著這愚蠢的歌曲
To the man behind the slaughter
所以啊，我絞盡腦汁
Since youve been gone
回想曾作為你母親的那份理智
Ive been singing this stupid song
我希望我能平凡地活在當下
So, I could ponder
能從過去的錯誤裡得到教訓
The sanity of your mother
可每一秒鐘都宛若毒蛇在引誘著我

可愛的小小眼睛，你稚嫩的微笑便是我僅餘的回憶
I wish I lived in the present
曖昧的往昔讓我心亂如麻
With the gift of my past mistakes
雖然有理由殺了我但殺戮並不是好事
But the future keeps luring in like a pack of snakes
我的孩子你怎麼了？我感到恐懼
Your sweet little eyes, your little smile is all I remember
這念頭在我腦海裡徘徊，不斷蔓延侵蝕
Those fuzzy memories mess with my temper
我真的很抱歉，我可愛的孩子，我多希望那時我能與你在一起

已經過去很久了
Justification is killing me but killing isnt justified
我多久沒見我的寶貝了
What happened to my son? I'm terrified
輸給了這個怪物
It lingers in my mind and the thought keeps on getting on bigger
那屠殺慘劇背後的黑手令我作嘔
Im sorry, my sweet baby , I wish Id been there
自從你走後

我就一直唱著這愚蠢的歌曲
Its been so long
所以啊，我絞盡腦汁
Since I last have seen my son
回想曾作為你母親的那份理智
Lost to this monster
To the man behind the slaughter
Since youve been gone
Ive been singing this stupid song
So, I could ponder
The sanity of your mother