Cheap Vacation

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I will keep you in a dream
Ill find you
Anytime I close my eyes
Ill see you
I will keep you by my side
Forgive me
But I wanna apologize
for loving and breathing
and never forgetting the memories Im keeping
I was boffing ones setting
[00:59]I owe it to you
But dont let holidays going ruin reality
You get drunk and damn it lose ur memory
Yeah,that women is also bitter sweet
Shes like the sunshine but shes not your family
And if you share a champagne
Just to share half the pain
Then you go on sober up and feel it again
Look, I know you lost your mama young
Got you feeling alone
Alone is what that fears become
Cause now youre scared of home
I admit that I have lied
Just to feel alive
I prayed that when the day comes
I wont lie to my wife
But I still think of you
When I tell the truth
You will keep it up
I owe it to you
Dont make friends based on mutual enemies
You get drunk with them but alcohol cant cease
Words came out your mouth and whats in your heart
You got pain in there then
No ones else can hear
Aint such thing as vacation and damn it
Fake friends and when c*** **e ends and plain lands
Its back to what your was before
They dont love you no more
Cause without the line above
Its just not as much fun
They just stay in cool cause
They dont care bout you
And this might sound like hate
But girl I loved you
I owe it to you
To tell you the truth
And I sound hate but critical
Cause I aint been no miracle
I admit that I have tried and just to feel alive
But in the end of the day
Im in love with my life and
I dont need a vacation
just to feel away
Yeah Im alright
I owe it to you
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