Illusory Light

I knew exactly
我正是如此清醒地確切地明白
I knew exactly what this would feel like
我正是如此明確地知道這會是什麼感覺

我恰恰知道這天終會到來
I knew this day was coming
從開始的時候我就明白了
I knew it right from the start
透過你的眼我能清醒地看見這一切的真相

但我只是再也不在乎了
I could see it in your eyes
我恰恰知道所剩時日無多

但我卻覺得這與我無關
but I just didn't care
我正是如此清醒地確切地明白

我正是如此明確地知道你會給我什麼
I knew the days were numbered
超出視野邊界無法觸及的這道長長的傷疤

這道朦朧暗淡的虛幻光芒完美的干擾著我
but I fell anyway
我把它捧在手心

不讓狂風傷害它
I knew exactly
但我握得越緊

我知道我將會失去它
I knew exactly what you would be to me
你如春日里拂面而來的微風

你像永不會停止的狂風暴雨
A scar on the horizon
我知道你並非故意但這卻給我帶來切膚之痛
a perfect dim illusory light
我正是如此清醒地確切地明白

我正是如此明確地知道這會是什麼感覺
And I held it in my hands
我聽見那道熟悉的聲音

它向我說“你好”“再見”
to protect it from the wind

But the more I held on

I knew I'd lose it again

You blew in like a breeze

and rolled out like a storm

I know you didn't think it 'd do any harm

I knew exactly
I knew exactly what this would feel like

To hear the same voice t
hat said 'hello' say 'goodbye'