House Of Cards

Its late at night and the worlds asleep, Im trying not to think.
I take some pills cuz my mind bleeds, Im thinking what is wrong with me?
Because the only thing I know about honesty is every lie Ive told that you believed.
Im afraid to be alone. Im afraid that one day youll find out..
And youll be amazed at the secrets I keep.
Youd be amazed at my mouth full of lies.
But Im too afraid to come clean
cuz my lifes the flame in a house of cards.
Now I cant look you in your eyes because the guilt is killing me.
I try to disconnect my heart again just so I can breathe,
I want to be myself again but I just cant cuz
Im afraid to be alone. Im afraid that one day youll find out..
And youll be amazed at the secrets I keep.
Youd be amazed at my mouth full of lies.
But Im too afraid to come clean
cuz my lifes the flame in a house of cards.
Its such a shame what Ive become after years of breaking down,
my whole life has come undone cuz Im trying to fake it all.
I know that you love someone, but that someone isnt me,
or is this me?
No!
[There is some kind of whispering, but this hasnt been deciphered yet]
And youll be amazed at the secrets I keep.
Youd be amazed at my mouth full of lies.
But Im too afraid to come clean
cuz my lifes the flame in a house of cards.