What She Left Behind

(Intro)
Tonight on Channel 5 News at 11
A grizzly story of a step-father gone mad
The violent details have left the local neighbourhood in shock
(Chorus)
I still hear your voice in my mind
I still hear your voice in my mind
Such a lovely voice (na na na na na na na)
Such a lovely voice (na na na na na na na)
(Verse 1: Vinnie Paz)
I barely want you here, you think I want them here?
This is my ****ing house, you think that Ima pretend here?
They aint my ****ing blood, this aint my kin here
Dont make me slap you up again and break a limb here
And this little one, he always starin at the wall
Is he retarded or somethin , or he dont care at all?
You bring that autism **** up again, I swear to God
I told you its all in your head, you couldnt bear the thought
I told you its not a disorder, its bad mothering
And you dont make it any better, you just choose to smother him
And this other one, she dresses like a ******
So dont come runnin to me when she claims she gets assaulted
And boys is gonna be boys, so they aint to be faulted
With ******* dressed like that its cause they wanna be exalted
So dont give me no ****ing excuses, or she could get it too
I pay the bills in here, we both know that its never you
Its my way or the highway, so make a ****ing choice
Cause I dont like the way you make me raise my ****ing voice
Matter fact, Im outta here, I need a ****ing beer
The choice is yours, get it together or disappear
(Chorus)
Such a lovely voice (na na na na na na na)
Such a lovely voice (na na na na na na na)
Such a lovely voice (na na na na na na na)
Such a lovely voice (na na na na na na na)
(Verse 2: Vinnie Paz)
Why the **** yall still awake?
I need some time alone
The little one is crying, the other always dialin the phone
You think Im being rough on you? Well, I dont think I am
Watch me when I put you in this yoke and show you who I am
Youre paying attention to me now? Now that I got violent?
When none of yall would move a ****ing finger I was silent
I thought I had this beaten, and I thought that I was past it
Cause every woman that have come before you got they ass kicked
One of them was hospitalized, the other one was murdered
I made it look like accidents, cause both of them deserved it
But here we are, and I thought I have put this **** behind me
But what Im feeling now has overcome me and has blind me
So why the **** youre trying me?
I had to break the straw
And since this little one is cryin I have to break his jaw
And since your daughter dressing up and trying be a whore
I have to teach her a lesson and slide up in her raw
But that can wait for now, Im gonna finish what Ive started
I told your boy to shut his ****ing mouth, is he retarded ?
Im the ****ing victim here, the one whos brokenhearted
The one who no one loved, who was mistreated and discarded
The one who got abused and who was beaten all his life
The one who got confused and who was bleeding from the knife
I was drug through the mud, I was condescended
So Ima take the three yall with me and Ima end it
The cops is on their way now? Well, I aint goin to federal
But I aint dyin alone so now the three of yall is dead too
(Chorus)
I still hear your voice in my mind
Such a lovely voice (na na na na na na na)
Such a lovely voice (na na na na na na na)