bad company

I go out my mind thinking 'bout what I used to be
I got a picture in my head but it's not one I like to see
And when this big black cloud came down to smother me
I was left with no choice but to carry bad company
So tell me what you want, tell me what you want, why have you come for me?
Coz I was fine before you came to my door now it's my blood you seek
Mother can you help me
I've been locked up, can't escape it
Have I done wrong? Am I guilty? Why do I feel like I'm suffocating?
Oh what does it want from me
Said I don't know but it won't leave
SoI guess I got bad company
I been lying in my bed but I haven't slept a wink
When I try to close my eyes yeah my mind it just overthinks
So tell me what you want, tell me what you want,is this just fun for you?
Coz I know that it's not, I know that it's not, because I am you
Mother can you help me
I've been locked up, can't escape it
Have I done wrong? Am I guilty?
Why do I feel like I 'm suffocating?
Oh what does it want from me
Said I don't know but it won't leave
So I guess I got bad company
As I try to scream it feels like a dream, no sound comes out no-ones to be seen
But I know I'm not alone, yeah I know I'm not alone
And you talk to me with your violent tone but I won't react coz I'll look psycho
No this can't keep going on, no this can't keep going on