Still

Seems crazy cuz people be thinking
that I be changing
but its really them that be changing
I remember the day
I first signed my record deal with Lyle
everything was so good everyone was so proud
I was so very happy, still with my baby daddy
Living with my granny, but we was all family
Its like when the tour begin, thats when the war begin
you would be flipping, ripping soon as Im walkin in
And Im so sleepy, could barely stay awake
you dont understand I been in the studio for six weeks
Straight till 4 in the morning tryna finish these songs
And all you wanna talk about is how many times you was calling
And Im always lying, its never the truth it never crossed your mind that I couldve been in the booth
Tryna hurry up and get back home to you
tryna get these cheues so we could get out the jects
I wasnt thinking bout no niggas, wasnt thinking bout sex
tryna do this show so I could get this dough
All I was thinking was I gotta finish Remy on the rocks and Im not tryna flop so it gotta be hot
Everybody on my back saying hurry up and drop
so Im asking you, what Im suppose to do?
Listen yall, I know it seem like I be dissing yall
Im just tryna reach my goals and remain focused but
Aint shit changed, now, Im still the same
So wish me well
Sometimes I might scream and yell
But even people with a fan base have bad days but
Aint shit changed, for real, Im stillthe same
You was the only child until I came
See we was buck wild back in the days
I was scared to have a boyfriend cuz you would beat him up
Wed eat cereal together, watch cartoons when we got up
So I couldnt believe that you flipped on me
right in the streets for a bitch so weak that aint got shit but
A fucked up weave and
Im your blood, your little sister, I started to cry said it must be the liquor
See I almost died when you took sides with her then walked off and just left me there like I was nobody and you really aint care
Said you would die for me, how you aint gon ride for me, how you see me on the block and dont say hi to me
Its all love now, and its all done now, but you never took the time to apologize to me
It may be hard to see, but it bothers me
I know you aint gon let nobody do no harm to me
But you cant be acting like you fathered me
so Im asking you, what Im suppose to do?
Listen yall, I know it seem like I be dissing yall
Im just tryna reach my goals and remain focused but
Aint shit changed, now, Im still the same
So wish me well
Sometimes I might scream and yell
But even people with a fan base have bad days but
Aint shit changed, for real, Im still the same
Mommy you was the one that made me but you didnt raise me
You left me all alone I had to hold my own
But now Im all grown and far away from home
I know you love me but you did me wrong
I guess it was all the drugs that you was on
or the beatings you got from my foul step pops
Remember the time his punk ass had his nerve to raise his hands to me bitch nigga blacking my eye
I was wishing he would die but now I wish him life
I know he seeing me blowing and its killing him slowly but what kills me is that you watched him hit me, so Im
Asking you, what Im suppose to do?
Listen yall, I know it seem like I be dissing yall
Im just tryna reach my goals and remain focused but
Aint shit changed, now, Im still the same
So wish me well
Sometimes I might scream and yell
But even people with a fan base have bad days but
Aint shit changed, for real, Im still the same