Baxter Avenue
Hol up
（製作人tag）
My dad built houses, my mom painted pictures
我爸是建築師我媽是藝術家
They both gave it up once I came into the picture
當我出生時他們都放棄了事業
Me, Im like them, just a fifty-fifty mixture
我就像他們一樣各佔一半
My mom rode horses, she wish I had a sister
我媽媽會騎馬她希望我能有個妹妹
I prefer the pen to a hammer or a brush
相比錘子和刷子我更喜歡鋼筆
But I build things up and my imagery is lush
但我創造了很多東西我有豐富的想像力
I used to play soccer but I never had to touch
我曾經踢過足球但我連碰都碰不到
Basketball, too, but I aint love it that much
籃球也玩過但我並不特別喜歡
Much of my times spent lookin for a rush
大部分時間我都用來尋找突破
Tryna find something to afford me that feeling
想要找到能讓我感同身受的東西
I fall in love with girls cause they physically appealing
我愛上了一些女孩因為她們長得很好看
A couple weeks pass and the convos hit a ceiling
過了幾個星期聊天聊到了瓶頸期
Ive smoked a fеw blunts, cookies, and runtz
我曾抽過一些東西
Gotten high enough to know it isnt what I want
嗨大了就明白這不是我想要的東西
Mеt the celebrities, seen through the fronts
見過很多名人看透了很多表面
Dated one girl and Ive seen two at once
約會過一個女孩甚至同時交往過兩個
I aint upset to be inside for some months
在家里呆幾個月我也不會生氣
And get back in touch with the person that I was
我很想找回過去的自己
Know Ive given too much of my time to the chase
我知道我浪費了太多時間去追名逐利
Tryna get in touch with a person that I lust
想要聯繫我渴望的那個人
So this the perfect time to hang it up
所以現在是結束的最佳時期
Used to sleep until noon now at nine, Im waking up
以前睡覺睡到中午現在九點我就起床了
More time that Im inside thenthe less I want to talk
在家呆的時間越長我就越不想說話
I dont wanna FaceTime, I aint tryna say, 'Whats up?'
我不想視頻更不想說“最近怎麼樣”
Careful with the ways that my time is taken up
我很關注我的時間該怎麼利用
Bunch of geeks tryna take the shine away from us
很多啥b想要奪走我的光芒
Reaching for critiques and they tryna say I suck
看過很多評論他們說我很垃圾
Got me reminiscin back to a time I gave a—
這讓我懷念起我根本不在意這些事情的時候
But my skins gotten thick since then
但從那時開始我臉皮就變厚了
And my high school crush has done the same thing
我的高中戀人也做了同樣的事
So when this blows over and Im back home
所以當這些事平息後我就會回家
Ima tell her that Im really done playin games
我要告訴她我真的受夠了這些兒戲
Seven figures in my bank statements
我銀行里有七位數存款
Seven fellas that Im that stayin on the same page with
也有七個很要好的哥們
We been shootin for the stars and our aims dangerous
我們曾有遠大的理想我們這些目標也很冒險
Hasnt been a single thing that the gang cant get
從沒有什麼東西是我們幫派得不到的
My main thing shall remain nameless
我的女友依然不會透露她的姓名
Know they ask about her often but I aint sayin shit
我知道他們一直問有關她的事情但我什麼都還沒說
Theres a level of discretion that Im maintaining
我現在維持著自己的判斷力
She dont understand it but she aint famous
她不明白這些事情但她並不出名
We gon see whos still around once the game changes
等到風雲變幻後我們再見真招
Shes a business woman but I got her playing favorites
她是個女強人但我深得她喜愛
You aint rooting for me then I gotta make changes
你如果不支持我那我就要做些改變
Ex girls watchin with a lot of fake pages (A lot of fake pages)
前女友們總是關註一些虛假消息
My OG showed me what a Plain Jane is
我的前輩給我展示了什麼是原裝手錶
And a bust down is, now I got a hankering to spend a few thousand
還有鑽石手錶現在我想花點錢了
KY used to take me up to Icebox when hed get his jewelry cleaned
KY以前清理完珠寶之後經常帶我去icebox
They would ask if they could help me and I say 'Im just browsing'
他們會問我需不需要幫助我說“我就隨便逛逛”
Woyne worked at Enterprise Rentals discounted
Woyne 在租車公司工作有很多折扣
Ville to the A and back, we was putting miles in
開車來回亞特蘭大去了很多地方
Always wondered to myself if I could be a leader of a group of brown-skinned boys when Im not brown-skinned
我總是懷疑自己能否勝任一群棕皮膚小子的領袖
Certain things they grew up on that they get but I dont get
雖然我不是棕皮膚
Differences in how we raised make me feel like I dont fit
有些事情他們從小經歷但我卻不了解
Not to mention the distance between our parents houses
成長環境的不同讓我感覺和他們格格不入
Shared some money with em so they know I care about em
更不要說我們父母家都還離得很遠
Im tryna do it right and figure what a fair amount is
分享一些財富給他們這樣他們就知道我很在乎他們
But I fantasize bout a day that we all swimming in it
我想做正確的事情做到公平公正
No contracts and we independent
但我想著有一天我們都能在錢堆裡游泳
Stay close, never start a convo with 'Its been a minute'
沒有合同約束成為獨立歌手
Cause it never will be end of sentence
一直互相陪伴絕不會開頭就說“好久不見”
Nemo, thats my right hand, guides me through my indecisions
因為我們的距離從來不會被切斷
Vodka in my left hand takes away my inhibitions
Nemo就像我的右臂在我猶豫不決的時候指引我
Way too gone but Im waking up in mint condition
左手的伏特加讓我不再拘謹
Ready for whatever, got the troops with me in position
即使喝醉了但醒過來依然完好如初