Diary of a Deadman

Looking back I still have so many questions
回首我還有很多問題

So many things unanswered
很多事情沒有解決

Like what did I do
比如我做了什麼

What could I do
我能做什麼

Was there ever a moment you cared
有沒有那個瞬間是我很在乎的

Was I always ugly and abandoned
我一直都是骯髒的遭人嫌棄的嗎

Remembering all the times you wished me harm
我記得你一直都希望我受傷

You wished me dead
你希望我死掉

How could I have changed to make it better
我該怎麼改變才能讓一切變得更好

And would I
我該做什麼

Would I
我該怎麼

Why
為什麼

I still feel so much hate inside of me
我仍能感受到內心充滿仇恨

Seems like you were just waiting for me to fail
似乎你就等我失敗而已

Im sorry I cant forgive you
對不起我不能原諒你

Do you blame me
你怪我嗎

You never forgave me
你永遠不會原諒我

Ive tried to grow from this
我也試圖掙扎過

Every day is a new challenge
每天都是一個新的挑戰
Because with you theres just no winning
有你在我永遠都贏不了

Like it or not Im still a part of you
不管你喜不喜歡我就是你的一部分
And youre still a part of me
而你也是我的一部分

Like it or not youre still a part of me
不管你喜不喜歡我就是你的一部分

Yah
啊

So this is how it ends
一切就這麼結束了

All the tears all the blood
所有眼淚和血

Its all been for nothing
什麼都沒有用的

As the candle dwindles and flickers out
就像蠟燭搖曳著熄滅