what you wanted

You said I know that I want it and I live like I love it
But when Im sad the changes
When I want some peace or truth
Im constantly assailed, assailed
And Ive wanted, wanted
Waited, waited
Wanted love deferred
But I wont stay
No, you never say thats what you wanted
When you want it
And I never talked you when I was sad about it
I dont wanna wait until the dawn
And tell myself Ill learn by morning
But I never listen to myself and I never said one word about it
But changes come and changes how I look upon myself
Yeah, you could live happily and gone to somewhere else
Someone else, but who will stand for me if you werent sad and there?
I said it will never be, wont never be that brave
But talking I was different, this morning light
Its more like waiting for the time to steal away
Now I see your face in everything, I make a song, make a song
Sing it always cause
You never said just what you wanted when you wanted
I never told you when I was sad about it
I dont wanna wait until the dawn and tell myself Ill learn by morning
But I never listen to myself and I never said one word about it
So I know that I want it, know the soon as I got it
But the change, I hate it
The time I see some proof, oh god, I want that one to beg
I want that chase, want that bad
And I know its lame, this basic job, Im so obsessed
Yeah, I know its so absurd
But when I love it, I love it
All I want is that loving, girl
You know I wont stay
But I wont stay
No, but I wont stay
No, you can never say just what you want when I want you
You never said just what you wanted when you wanted
And I never talked to you when I was sad about it
I dont wanna wait until the dawn and tell myself Ill learn by morning
And I never listen to myself but never say one word about it