Feeling used, but Im
感覺被利用了但我…
Still missing you and I cant
依舊想著你我依然不能
See the end of this
相信這就是結局
Just wanna feel your kiss against my lips
只想感覺你的親吻彌留在唇上的氣息
And now all this time is passing by
這麼漫長的一段時光已經過去了
But I still cant seem to tell you why
但我似乎依然不能向你傾訴什麼為什麼
It hurts me every time I see you
每次見到你就會陣痛的心臟
Realize how much I need you
讓我明白自己有多麼需要你
I hate you, I love you
我恨你我愛你
I hate that I love you
我恨我愛著你
Dont want to, but I cant put
我不想沉淪但我再無法
Nobody else above you
讓別人住進心裡
I hate you, I love you
我恨你我愛你
I hate that I want you
我恨我愛著你
You want her, you need her
你很愛她你需要她
And Ill never be her
可我永遠不能成為她
I miss you when I cant sleep
失眠的夜我想著你
Or right after coffee or right when I cant eat
喝完咖啡我想著你吃不下飯我想著你
I miss you in my front seat
我想念你坐在我的前座
Still got sand in my sweaters
我的毛衣裡還留有細沙
From nights we dont remember
在多少個日夜裡被淡忘了
Do you miss me like I miss you?
你是否像我想你一樣也想著我
Fxxked around and got attached to you
拋下了一切只想待在你身旁
Friends can break your heart, too
朋友也有使你傷心的時候
And Im always tired, but never of you
我沉溺於對你的思念樂此不疲卻耿耿於懷
If I pulled a you on you, you wouldnt like that sh!t
如果我將愛強加於你你也不會高興吧
I put this reel out, but you wouldnt bite that sh!t
我將深藏在心的話告訴你而你不會回應
I type a text, but then I never mind that sh!t
我寫了簡訊我並不在意你是否回复
I got these feelings, but you never mind that sh!t
我知道我的這些感受你從來不會在乎
Oh oh, keep it on the low
好了不說了
Youre still in love with me, but your friends dont know
你說還愛著我 只是你朋友們卻不知道？
If you wanted me, you would just say so
如果你真的愛我你肯定對朋友說過
And if I were you, I would never let me go
如果我是你我絕對不會就這樣放手
I hate you, I love you
我恨你我愛你
I hate that I love you
我恨我愛著你
Dont want to , but I cant put
我不想沉淪但我再無法
Nobody else above you
讓別人住進心裡
I hate you, I love you
我恨你我愛你
I hate that I want you
我恨我愛著你
You want her, you need her
你很愛她你需要她
And Ill never be her
可我永遠不能成為她
I dont mean no harm, I just miss you on my arm
我要的很簡單我只是想念你靠在我的肩上
Wedding bells were just alarms
婚禮的鐘聲剛剛輕撫過耳畔
Caution tape around my heart
萬念俱灰的感覺纏繞著我的心
You ever wonder what we could have been?
你有沒有想過我們本也可以步入教堂？
You said you wouldnt and you fxxking did
你說過你不想永遠在一起結果你真的離我而去
Lie to me, lie with me, get your fxxking fix
一遍又一遍地欺騙著我直到失去重來的機會
Now all my drinks and all my feelings are all fxxking mixed
現在的我也不清楚那是怎樣的感受
Always missing people that I shouldnt be missing
我總是思念著不該思念的人
Sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance
有時候必須斬斷聯繫保持距離
I know that I control my thoughts and I should stop reminiscing
我知道我必需隱藏自己的情緒我也必需停止回憶
But I learned from my dad that its good to have feelings
但我從父親那學到有這樣的感受也是一件好事
When love and trust are gone
當愛與誓言都悄然遠去
I guess this is moving on
我想這一切也終會過去的我認為這樣就可以了
Everyone I do right does me wrong
可所有人都認為我放不下
So every lonely night, I sing this song
所以每個孑然一身的夜晚，我都會將這旋律輕輕哼起
I hate you, I love you
我恨你我愛你
I hate that I want you
我恨我還是那樣愛著你
You want her, you need her
你很愛她你需要她
And Ill never be her
可我永遠不能成為她
All alone, I watch you watch her
我孤獨地望這看著她的你
Like shes the only girl youve ever seen
她就是你眼中的唯一
You dont care, you never did
你從來就沒有在乎過你傷害了誰
And you dont give a damn about me
你從來都沒在意過我
Yeah, all alone, I watch you watch her
我孤獨地望這看著她的你
She is the only thing youve ever seen
她就是你眼中的唯一
All alone, I watch you watch her
我孤獨地望這看著她的你
She is the only thing youve ever seen
她就是你眼中的唯一
How is it you never notice
為什麼你從來沒意識到
That youre slowly killing me
是你一點一點地扼殺了我
i hate u, i love u