JUNKY (DRAFT)

Im a bad boy, bad habits
If I want it, I got to have it
Plus Im paranoid, cant stand it
Ive been damaged, but I didnt grab it
Im a bad boy, bad habits
If I want it, I got to have it
Plus Im paranoid, cant stand it
Ive been damaged, but I didnt grab it
I spit my heart out, lookin out for my best interests
He gave me good head, peepin out while the windows tinted
I speak in tongues and I arrive without a damn mention
Its kinda sick and I was born in 1996 and
1999 the only year that I remember
I slip through the cracks without havin a damn temper
I bleach my hair because these bitches all about they bitchin
I say shit when I rap and yall niggas barely listen
I do the most for the culture, nigga, by just existing
Delete my tweets cause Im ashamed of being a fuckin Simpson
I told my mom I was gay, why the fuck she aint listen?
I signed a pub deal and her opinion fuckin disappearin
Im payin bills for my sister and tryna fund her business
Is it homophobic to only hook up with straight niggas?
You know like closet niggas, masc-type
Why dont you take that mask off?
Thats the thought I had last night
'Why you always rap about bein gay?' (bitch)
Cause not enough niggas rap and be gay (bitch)
Where I come from, niggas get called 'faggot' and killed
So Ima get head from a nigga right here
And they can come and cut my hand off and,and my legs off and
And Ima still be a boss til my head gone, yeah
I dont trust nobody cause they dont deserve it
Niggas run in your house, they know you doin dirty
I got my hand on an ounce, so now I got money servin
I just bought me a fifth and now Im speedin, swervin
I took an eighth of them shrooms and now Im hearin voices
I took like two of them pills, I cant remember nothing
I aint under control, Im losin motor function
I need an intervention, I need an exorcism
I need a therapist, paranoia and drug addiction
Its very scary , my momma dont even recognize me
Im goin crazy, dont need nobody to say they love me
My acts of desperation, Im on an empty stomach
So fuck the consequences, I aint runnin from them
I dont think the monsters ever left my bedroom
I been hiding in the closet, outta legroom
I dont know if that lil somethin has ever helped you
All I know is I cant trust whats in my head too
I been running from the words I never said to ya
I been duckin all the judgement, let me say it through ya
I was fighting till they said I cant defend you
I just know that Im the one you shouldve stepped to
Uh, no hands with the stunts
Jump off the roof like I do what I want
All of my life in my past wanna haunt
And my sight of the future beginning to taunt my ambition
Man on the moon, Im marooned, I aint trippin
Im on a mission
Every time that I speak they aint skippin
Turned my inspiration to a vision,
Thats a given, no slippin
My moms no alcoholic, she just wanna drown her sorrows
Love her to death and soon enough
Ill give back all I borrowed
I took some steps to be a bigger person
I shouldve thrown ya off the highway to cars swerving
Aint no burden, aint no sermon,
Aint no motherfuckin plaque
I hate these hospitals and police
And the smell of death, all that
I hate these shady folk that want a ladylike
But dont treat lady right, but they be sayin like
And, yeah, you mad cause she aint fuck,
Mad cause she aint suck
Beat your ass before you got time to say 'why not?'
Here to catch ya slip up, wish you could just rewind
Time to not fuck up, thought you were just lucked up
Where the respect? Is your ass human?
I look you in your eyes,
Say 'fuck you, are you fuckin stupid?'
Respect my mother, spect my sister, spect these women, boy
I get my 9-9, I dont own one,
Hit the store to blow your brains off
Better hope my aim off, better hope the range off
Better hope my tame off before I blow your brains off, boy
Bad people knockin on my door, they dont see me
Bitch screaming at the wall, nobody hear me
Theres two parts of me, one disagrees with the other
I switch sides like Im undercover
Bad people knockin on my door, they dont see me
Bitch screaming at the wall, nobody hear me
Theres two parts of me, one disagrees with the other
I switch sides like Im undercover