illusions shutter

Go far from this, it's just a myth
I hope that I won't miss the call again
When you're lost without a way out
And there wasn't hope to stay
It's the doubt that I've been living in
I won't pretend I'm happy there
When all I hope is I won't let you down
I don't want to go back to broken trust
I don't know if I can make it up
Go far from this, so you don't witness
Hope I'm out of bed so I won't miss the cause
I'm not awake so how could I ever relate?
It's the doubt that I've been living in
I won't pretend I'm happy there
When all I hope is I won't let you down
I don't want to go back to broken trust
I don't know if I can make it up
Wish I could know if my life of loneliness will end
I hope I can work on it
But I watch it all keep burning