fa則me

I wake up in a fantasy land
我醒來身處幻境中
Where everything is great but it's all in my head
一切都很好卻只存在我腦海中
I take pills just so I can be skinny
吃著藥只為變得苗條
Cuz someone once told me that I wasn't that pretty
因為有人曾對我說我沒那麼窈窕
So I get high all by myself
所以我獨自飄飄欲仙
And I have never felt so ugly in my life
而我此生未曾感覺如此醜惡
I feel dizzy, now the rooms spinning
我暈眩著房間也開始旋轉
And I don't think I'm getting any closer to winning
我覺得自己沒在向勝利靠近
And I wanna close my eyes wake up as someone else
我想要閉上雙眼以別人的身份醒來
Everywhere is lonely when you hate yourself
當你自我厭惡時處處皆孤獨
And I don't wanna know me anymore
我都不想再認識自己了
So take a look at what you made me
看看你把我變成什麼樣了
All you people did was change me
你們所做的就是改變我
You all say you tried to save me
你們都說自己想拯救我
All you did was make me hate me
你們所做卻是讓我恨我
This time I won't let you faze me
這次我不會再讓你煩我
You told me I'd always need your help
你對我說我會一直需要你幫助
I believed in you more than I did in myself
我比相信自己更信任你
I sat back and did what you told me
我便置身事外按你指揮行動
Now I look at myself and I don't even know me
現在我看著自己卻也不認得我了
In your eyes I was never enough
在你眼中我永遠有不足
Now I turn to strangers when I'm looking for love
現在我渴望愛時會向陌生人求助
And now I'm thinking maybe that I'm better off lonely
我在想或許我最好還是獨自一人
Cuz people always leave me so much worse than they found me
因為人們總留我千瘡百孔遠糟於初遇的模樣
I've become so many different people now
我已經變成了太多不同人的樣子
Hoping one of them would finally make you proud
期望著其中終有一人能讓你驕傲
And I don't wanna know you anymore
我都不想再認識自己了
So take a look at what you made me
看看你把我變成什麼樣了
All you people did was change me
你們所做的就是改變我
You all say you tried to save me
你們都說自己想拯救我
All you did was make me hate me
你們都只讓我厭惡自我
This time I won't let you faze me
這次我不會再讓你煩我
I don't wanna waste anymore time
我不想再浪費時間了
Feeling like my life isn't mine
感覺我的人生都不屬於我了
I'm so sick of these lies
我受夠這些謊言了
And no, I'm not fine
而且不，我並不好
So take a look at what you made me
看看你把我變成什麼樣了
All you people did was change me
你們所做的就是改變我
You all say you tried to save me
你們都說自己想拯救我
All you did was make me hate me
你們都只讓我厭惡自我
This time I won't let you faze me
這次我不會再讓你煩我
This time I won't let you faze me
這次不會再讓你擾亂我
This time I won't let you faze me
不會再讓自己被你折磨