IV E been losing you

It wasn't the rain that washed away...
Rinsed out the colours of your eyes
Putting the gun down on the bedside table
I must have realized
It wasn't the rain
That made no difference
And I could have sworn it wasn't me
Yet I did it all so coldly ...almost slowly
Plain for all to see
Oh c'mon please now
Talk to me
Tell me; things
I could find helpful
How can I stop now...
Is there nothing
I can do I have lost my way
I've been losing you
I can still hear our screams competing
You're hissing your s's like a snake
Now in the mirror stands
Half a man
I thought no one could break
It wasn't the rain
That made no difference ...nervously drumming on:
Run away But
I want the guilt to get me
Thoughts to wreck me
Preying on my mind
So, please now
Talk to me
Tell me; things
I could find helpful
For how can
I stop now...
Is there nothing
I can do I have lost my way
I've been losing you