Spiral

Three strikes, game
I never do it again
I never do it again
I never do it again
Oh I spiral
Spiral out of control sometimes
Lose my balance, madness I can't keep hope alive
**** is tragic, sadness because you're not by my side
I'm so damaged, so damaged so I spiral
Out of control
Out of control
Out of control
Out of control
Toxic convos arguing about things we can't let go
Silence, violence, go out, I can't be home no more
Tenants, wish you were here cause no one gets my jokes
I'm so damaged, damaged so I spiral
Out of control
Out of control
Out of control
Out of control
Sometimes I feel like I can't be myself at bed
And the silence fills me with trucks and alcohol
All these other thinkings
I can't see straight no more
I'm so damaged, so damaged so I spiral
Out of control
Out of control
Out of control
Out of control
Say I'm from next to tissue
Never had a heart to issue
Always running away from problems
She could never leave this ****ed up town
It's hard to breathe
When you're asleep and I know the dark road
Civilized, civilized, civilized (oh)
So I spiral
Out of control
Out of control
So I spiral
Out of control
Out of control