Habits

Complicated
Frustrated
Underestimated
Can't sleep, mind racing
Hard to stay concentrated
Foreign towns, missing home
Please don't forget about me
Tell the story, all the glory
******* what they say about me
Some days I feel
So out of place with these fake people in my face
I cannot relate, yeah
Sometimes I feel
Like I create, and they just take everything that I make
Turnaround and then hate
Maybe I was living off expectations
Or I was born in the wrong generation
That's probably it
Meanwhile I'm crushing **** overseas
Hopefully tonight we'll find more
Long days on tour
Backstage getting boring
But step on stage and they roaring
I fell in love with a very bad habit
But I feel alive for the very first time
I don't wanna die
But, I don't, I don't wanna hide
Or keep **** inside
I will not cry, so
I'll deal how I deal with it, deal with it
I am 13 hours clean and still counting
Save me from these day dreams about it
Under full moons, night swims and tattoos
I cannot stand these ******* rules
I been sailing too long in cold water
Restrain me from these pills and more doctors
And erase me from this page and start over
I want to start over
I fell in love with a very bad habit
I was alive for the very first time
You said goodbye, when I was trying to say
Something ain't right inside of me
I want to run away
I want to run away, run away
I don't want to stay
I don't want to stay, I dont want to stay here
I wish you could relate
I’d wish upon a star, ******* that
Leave it up to fate
We are who we are so don't judge me
Just 'cause it's hard to smile
Read between white lines
See what's in my mind
I feel in love with a very bad habit
But I was alive for the very first time
You said goodbye, when I was trying to say
Something ain't right inside of me
I want to run away
I don't want to stay