The Emo Song

i wonder how i got this far
我逐漸越走越遠，迷失自我
i only want to reach the stars
我就只是個欲徒手摘星的少女
now all that's left is a couple scars
如今我的星空卻虛無一片，星光黯淡
and i can't heal
心魔難愈

我逐漸越走越遠，偏離軌道
i wonder how i got this far
可我曾只是想雙手觸及繁星
i only want to reach the stars
現如今星光暗淡只留下恐寂
now all that's left is a couple scars
我難以自拔
and i can't heal
我曾秋月春風，無憂無慮
i used to be so happy
無人不曉你拉麵姐

街坊談笑也曾是家常便飯
said everyone who knew me
往昔總是溢滿歡聲笑語
used to joke around the block
而如今人們只關心金錢
back when everything was funny
無人不曉再到無人知曉

哪怕是身邊常有狐朋狗友相伴
now it's all bout the money
也不得不承認內心的空虛
and nobody cares about me
我從不自艾自憐
or the fact that i feel lonely
這首歌也不是所謂的哭訴求助
even with these guys around me
拉麵姐的生活一如既往進行中

只不過稍許艱難形如地獄
i would never pity myself
每晚歸宿之後
and this ain't a cry for help
都會癱倒在床上
im still grindin' on the daily
滿腦思緒無非都在反問自己是如何一步一步走向失敗
Even tho it feels like hell
無一晚例外

我不再關心網絡社交
when i come home every night
我只想埋頭苦幹，集中註意
and lie on my bed uptight
和我交朋友的人
all i think about is how im losin'
大概都覺得我是個怪胎
every single fight
我只想一個人靜靜

手機靜音，推送關閉，，不想回信
i don't care about the network
每次悉數所回
i just wanna do the work
也皆是悉數所識之人
everyone that i made friends with
我也常常好奇自己為何越走越遠
prolly thinks that i'm a jerk
我也就只是一個想要徒手摘星的少女

可如今所剩只是空虛徬徨
i just wanna be alone
我難以自愈
i don't wanna check my phone
我逐漸越走越遠，迷失自我
coz everytime i do it all i see
我也就只是一個想要徒手摘星的少女
is people that i've known
現如今星光暗淡只留下恐寂彷徨

心魔難以痊癒
i wonder how i got this far
i only want to reach the stars
now all that's left is a couple scars
and i can't heal

i wonder how i got this far
i only want to reach the stars
now all that's left is a couple scars
and i can't heal