Feeling in Color

Cause Im ready
我準備好了
Cause Im ready
早已準備就緒
Cause Im ready
我為一切都做好了準備
I can see the blue on your face
我看到了你表情中的憂鬱
The orange in your space
家裡的橙色調裝潢
The green by your hair
你充滿情慾的一頭綠髮
But the blacks always there
但那些痛苦的黑洞一直在吞噬著你
Im feeling in color
我在感知著你的顏色
And it feels like were wrong tonight
好像今晚的我們是一個徹頭徹尾的錯誤
I can see right thru you
可當我看向你時一切都是那麼正確
Think you wanna ***ualize
感覺到空氣中的情慾湧動
I hope that the time is right
我希望這一次不會失落而歸
I can see the blue on your face
我看到了你表情中的憂鬱
The orange in your space
家裡的橙色調裝潢
The red by your chest
胸口微微泛紅的皮膚
The purple in your breath
呼出的仙氣繚繞
Feeling in color
我企圖在顏色中感知你的一切
I would pull up to your crib
我會趕到你被囚禁的地方
Running shoes and a hoodie
跑掉的鞋子散亂的連帽衛衣
Just to show you exactly what we could be
我只想讓你知道我們的感情究竟可以駛向何處
But it aint that deep
但我們的感情不過如此
Thats what you told me
這是你告訴我的
And if you think so
如果你是這樣認為的
Then what you say goes
你說出口的那些話
And you told me
你告訴我
To always keep things that eye to eye with you
在你面前我無需偽裝
Said if youre too judgmental
你說如果你太小心翼翼
People gonna lie to you
人們都會以謊言來敷衍你
I know, I know, I know
我知道寶貝我都知道
I know, I know , I know
我知道這一切我知道你需要安全感
And every time I break her heart
每次我傷害了她
I seem to make another hole
彷彿我在她的心上又捅了一刀
And thats probably why they all blame me
可能這就是他們不斷責怪我的原因吧
For what they cant be
因為他們成為不了保護你的人
And what they go thru
他們沒能陪你走過一切
And it seems like they all blame me
可能這就是他們不斷責怪我的原因吧
For being crazy
因為我是個瘋子
And just being me
我只是在做我自己
And sometimes I feel like
有時我只是我
I just really wanna help it
我無法控制自己啊
I cant help when all you do
我心疼你做的一切
Is keep those words to yourself
竟是對自己惡語相向
And 'I love you' be the biggest turn on
“我愛你” 這一句話足以讓我們慾火焚身
When we ****** til we done
當我們水乳交融之時
And realize that it really means nothing
我終於意識到我們什麼都不是
But for now Im just a guy with a dream
至少現在我是個活在夢境裡的人
Hope it all goes well
希望我們可以一直走下去
But nothings ever promised
可沒人給出承諾也沒人承擔它的責任
So Ill never ever tell
所以我不會向你承諾任何事
And Ill never ever get it
也從未有人向我承諾什麼
Less Im getting it myself
我漸漸迷失了自我
Hope it all gets served
只希望你給些回應
When Im getting out my jail
我出獄之時
But for now Im just a guy with a dream
現在我是個活在夢境裡的人
Hope it all goes well
希望我們可以一直如此
But nothings ever promised
可沒人給出承諾也沒人承擔它的責任
So Ill never ever tell
所以我不會向你承諾任何事
And Ill never ever get it
也從未有人向我承諾什麼
Less Im getting it myself
我漸漸迷失了自我
Hope it all gets served
只希望你給些回應
When Im getting out my jail
我出獄之時
Remember when we used to chill
仍然記得我們在一起的時光
Every single day it seems
好像現在只剩我一個人
And now Im always stuck inside
仍沉浸在我們昔日的歡愉中
Just looking at a screen
盯著手機屏幕
And its bad for my eyes
我的眼睛開始乾澀發痛
Yeah thats what my mother said
我媽媽說那樣對眼睛不好
But things seem clear
我失去視力的時候
When thevisions not inside my head
但一切都是那麼的清晰可觸當
Remember when I had to walk
我拖拽著肢體向你走去
Cause I was short by 25￠
身無分文
And the bus aint let me on
我無法乘車
And a ***** have no ride
我毫無辦法
Everybody went on
每個人匆匆走過
And I was left outside
我被遺忘在他們身後
I was feeling left out
我被遺棄了嗎
And I was fifteen at the time
那時的我才十五歲
Remember when she broke my heart
仍記得她使我心碎的那一刻
And I aint even wanna sleep
我不願入睡
And I aint wanna show up to school
我也不想去學校
That whole entire week
一整個星期
When you told me that you cheated
當你向我坦白你變心了
And my stomach went weak
我的胃開始絞痛
I think that that was the day
我想一切都是從那一天開始的吧
That I officially just tweaked
我的心被碾碎了
Remember I would skip school
記得年輕的時候
At such a young age
我總會逃課
Just because at the time
只是因為在那個年紀
It felt like the coolest thing
我覺得這件事特別酷
Hanging with people
和朋友們鬼混
I wont see when Im eighteen
那些我十八歲都不會認識的人
Now Im twenty, where they at?
現在我二十了他們在哪兒
Man, if you ask me
兄弟如果你問我
And everybody getting deals
每個人都在和自己做一場交易
And times flying by
時光飛逝
And Im pouring out my heart
每一次每一個人
On each and every single line
我都傾盡我心
And the labels seem to miss me
唱片公司好像
Each and every single time
每一次都忽視了我
For now I keep on touching people
現在我只是用我的歌試圖觸及人心
Cause
因為
Cause I live inside their minds
因為我活在他們的念頭中