But Not Tonight

Oh God, its raining
But Im not complaining
Its filling me up
With new life
The stars in the sky
Bring tears to my eyes
Theyre lighting my way
Tonight
And I havent felt so alive
In years
Just for a day
On a day like today
Ill get away from
This constant debauchery
The wind in my hair
Makes me so aware
How good it is to live
Tonight
And I havent felt so alive
In years
The moon
Is shining in the sky
Reminding me
Of so many other nights
But theyre not like tonight
Oh God, its raining
And Im not containing
My pleasure at being
So wet
Here on my own
All on my own
How good it feels to be alone
Tonight
And I havent felt so alive
In years
The moon
Is shining in the sky
Reminding me
Of so many other nights
When my eyes have been so red
Ive been mistaken for dead
But not tonight