ｉ ｐｒｏｍｉｓｅ ｉｔ ｗａｓ ｎｏｔｈｉｎｇ ｙｏｕ ｄｉｄ (Prod. ｔｅｅｎ ｐｒｅｇｎａｎｃｙ．x Fats'e)

[Verse 1: Teen Pregnancy]
我只靜坐著感受時間流逝
Im just sitting here looking at the time pass
尋思明明聽到尖叫怎為一片靜寂
Thought I heard the screams but its only silence
直接告訴我如果你在等著我走
Tell me if youre wanting me to leave
你說你沒事那解釋你怎麼哭了
Tell me that youre okay, so explain why youre crying
我孤單地躺在那兒想著你能抱住我
Laying here alone,want you to hold me
想著我已做出了不少改變藏住了舊的自我
Ive changed a lot,im hiding out the old me
妒忌似乎成為血液
Jealousy is running through my veins
告訴我怎麼會有掏空所有想法的衝動
Tell me why i have this urge to scatter all my brains
我沒想列入你的後備者名單
[Verse 2: Scum]
明了地說吧我該去或留
I dont wanna be just another boy on your list
時間會走我或許留
So tell me if i should stay or if i should go
我只是想成為你眼里特別的我
Cause time passes by and so do i
只想成為你牽掛心腸的我
I just wanted to be special in your eyes
僅有的願望罷了
[Bridge: Fatse]
我厭煩了對你莫名奇妙的信任
Just wanna be someone you care about
我確實搞砸了身心像分崩離析
(If I ever wanted anything)
一切照舊希望你懂
Im tired of (unintelligible) without a doubt
這不是我在費心吸引你的注意
I ****** it up,I fell apart
我有過勝此百倍的生活
Its nothing new,I hope you know
偶爾我只是嘗試著擁抱
That this was not me trying to impress you
被我歸咎於自身問題的孤獨感
[Verse 3: Fatse]
當然也無力抵抗她
Ive had much better days
我希望你能看到我再次展露笑容
Sometimes I try to just embrace
然而一切都是我的不對我沒法偽裝
This loneliness that i insist is a fault of my own
裝作關係一如往常的樣子
And I cannot resist
我得一人回家了你說那很難過
I wish you would see me and smile again
我終於相信我只是一直在一廂情願浪費時間
But itsall my fault,i could never pretend
還在嘗試著把我腦子里關於你的印象刪除
That things are the way that they were
我安慰自己我會沒事的
Im going home alone,and you say that it hurt
我磕上幾粒藥丸然後閉上眼睛
[Verse 4: Lil Lotus]
我不配擁有這些我完全無價值
And im convinced that im just always just wasting time
我想挖出自己的心臟想找到自己的願望
Tryna get the thought of you right out my mind
我不配擁有它看不見我正受著傷嗎
I tell myself that ill be alright,ill be fine
把你抱入靈車了
I pop a couple pills and then i close my eyes
我非常好奇
And i do not deserve this even though im worthless
很想知道
I wanna tear my heart out,gotta find my purpose
你是否聽到我的獨白
I do not deserve this,dont you see im hurting
把你抱入靈車了
I put you in a hearse
我很想知道你是否聽到我的心碎
I just wanna know you heard it
I just wanna know you heard it
i just wanna know you heard it
I put you in a hearse
I just wanna know you heard it..