Not There Yet

Ayy
Devin Cruise, Happy Holladay (yeah)
Look, look
I paid a note for a car I dont drive, a crib I dont stay in
Its for my baby mama, I aint trippin , Im just sayin
Before yall come to me and ask for somethin for free
Knowin I got a kid? Yall gotta be kiddin
I sleep in the same bed I did when I was 12
I aint complainin, I brought that on myself
I said, 'Ima struggle but Ima grind
Ima flex when its time'
Sleep diagonal cause my feet hang off the edge every time
Its so much that yall dont know about
Like all the things I go without
**** that I see *****s with, I want, but I be holdin out
Im sittin and Im chillin, Im workin and Im waitin
Its crazy how you gotta be eager and still patient
You cant work a regular job cause locally, you famous
On top of all that, throw a baby in the equation
Is that your heartbeat? I can hear it, *****
Welcome to my world, you scared, *****?
Sometimes I think a lot, more times I drink a lot
Where Im from, *****s take you out for **** they think you got
***** that you dont even like,
Kill you cause they think you Pac
Swear to God, I love my hood, but I dont even be hangin out
Half the people cheerin for you, other half dont care for you
Women used to curve me, now they ask,
'Why I aint hear from you?'
Everybody wanta piece, they all need they share of you
*****s doin favors so they can bring up what they did for you
Nah, I dont need it, bro, but I see you, though
**** was *****s at when they repoed my vehicle?
I was out here stressed, I was down and vexed
I sent you a text, I guess you didnt see it, though
Feel like we almost there (Yeah),
Like this the final stretch (Ayy)
But at congratulations, save it, cause Im not there yet (Naw)
I know that Gods still got me, He aint forgot me yet
But Im still pushin,
Im still prayin, cause Im not there yet (Paw)
I put that on this set, I put that on this set
We gon be there soon but we not there yet
I say, 'Thank you,' to my angels, I know Ive been blessed
But keep God in my steps, cause Im not there yet, yeah