IV E been

Standing in this room
站在這房間裡
Well I wonder what comes now
我不知道究竟發生了什麼

我知道我必須幫她
I know I have to help her
但誰能告訴我該怎麼做

醫生反復和我說過
But hell if I know how
她的病情進展

但沒人知道真正的狀況到底怎樣
All the times that Ive been told
每一天都要裝作相安無事
The way her illness goes
這種自欺欺人越來越荒唐

內心早已惶恐不安
The truth of it is no one really knows
隨時隨地可能爆發

但我會強忍住一切
Every day this act we act
不說出一句話
Gets more and more absurd
我曾在此

在她身旁
And all my fears just sit inside me
伴她驚叫
Screaming to be heard
伴她哭喊

她怎能就這樣離我而去
I know they wont though
這次的治療，能不能起效
Not a single word
根本就無從知曉

但我確實已經心力交瘁
I was here
無論她往何處飛
At her side
我都堅守在家
When she called
如今需要有人拉我一把，卻只是孤身一人
When she cried
我之所以要與這世界對抗
How could she leave me on my own
是因為要一直在她身旁

陪伴她，守候她
Will it work this cure
如今她的生活猶如一個無底的黑洞
Theres no way to be sure
而我的，就像一次慢性自殺

這場鬧劇，我一直都在
But Im weary to the bone
每一次高低，每一次起伏
And whenever she goes flying
但最壞的時刻已經到來

她已受傷，我手足無措
I keep my feet right on the ground
但我不會棄她而去

因為我未曾體驗過離開她的孤獨
Oh now I need a lift and theres no one around
我永遠也不想擁有這份孤獨

And Ive never had to face the world
Without her at my side

Now Im strolling right beside her
As the black hole opens wide

Mine is just a slower suicide

Ive been here for the show
Every high every low

But its the worst weve ever known

Shes been hurt and how
But I can't give up now

Cause Ive never been alone

I could never be alone