Feelings

Uh
Dougie on the beat
Still, still
Still feel the deal
Still, look
Talk to my kid mom today, that was kinda hard
Sick of all the drama in my life, we aint gotta start
How the f*ck we still holding grudges, you aint gotta heart?
Either way a n*gga life a movie, and you got a part
I was in a lotta dark
I dont never make excuses for myself but how I came up was kinda hard
I was havin battle scars
And Im never speakin on the sh*t I did, cause when you bite, you dont gotta bark
Live the years now when he young but my jit watchin
Just cause we fell out of love, that aint his problem
Every kid want a mami and a papi
But how we gon co- parent when its sloppy?
Been to act like Im that n*gga but I aint cocky
Everybody watch me, Im duckin the paparazzi
Life was weighin heavy, now Im steady takin oxies
Hate it or love it, my life faster then a Mazi
Public record here but you aint gotta sabotage me
Even though Im more than generous, gotta rob me
Instead of doin what you posed to, you tryna dodge me
Im gon be here regardless, wont do me like the markets
I dont want no problem but just stop me when Im flashin
Cant accept the fact you love me, keep tryin judge me
Granted you gon stay in position, but thats because me
Still feel me
I was real but this the real-real me
Hope you still feel me
Allmy real n*ggas gotta feel me
Phone talk about it and it kill me
Hope you still feel me
I got love for you still, litterally
I hate that we seein sh*t differently
I cant let it get to me
I stay focus, I see sh*t vivdly
Built for tough times, they were meant for me
I dont want no sympathy
I can recognize whoever here for me
If I werent the n*gga I was meant to be
They werent even here for me
What it is, gon make a clip for me
I dont pay attention to the real me
No they aint hearin me
They respect more than they be fearin me
When I wasnt winnin they werent cheerin me (For real)
Lost my brother almost been a year for me
Go and shed a tear for me
And I love you n*ggas still feel me
And your son can always and chill with me
He can come and live with me
Gotta still feel me
Gave em the real me
Help him out but hell still kill me, damn
Never seen a n*gga real till me, damn
And this gave me the chills
Lil bro know I didnt fold when he gave me the wheels
Till this day he like the baby still
But hell hit the switch and turn it to a Navy Seals
I got diagnosed but I dont want no crazy pills
Im a real hustler, I dont want no lazy deals
If I execute this time, Im makin crazy mills
They tryna book every day, Im havin stage to peel
I got bond once again but I paid it still
I dont wanna tell you what a n*gga made for real
I dont wanna tell you where a n*gga came for real
All the hunger, all the doubt and all the pain was real
They know my name for real
Herbo made a change for real
And I got aunties, that aint met my baby still
But its all good
I walk around with a smile like its all good
I made a million dollar meat but it smell like all woods
I know theyll make a way for me, if yall could
I been to war but Im still good in damn near all hood
I could hear a n*gga diss me, itd be all love
They wanna ask me how I feel, I give a small shrug
I was top ten, front line, all thugs
I was locked in ten summers, all blood
Uh, still feel me
I dont even want no adlibs on that
Uh
Still feel me
If I wonderin they still feel me
I aint really talkin much after this song cause I want you to listen
Dougie on the beat