On the Floor

我嘗試著
I'm trying
卻依舊閉上眼睛
But still I close my eyes
夢境裡
The dreaming
他的臉龐浮現眼前
Bringin' his face to mine
鎖上門
Lock the door
嗡嗡聲
The constant buzzing
整夜不停
All through the night
爭鬥
The fight it
把我的內心撕得粉碎
Rips me all up inside
在地板上
On the floor
我踱步，我呢喃
I pace, I run my mouth
我祈禱，我等待
I pray and wait
在頁面上劃掉他的名字
I cross out his name on the page
要多久這些才會被洗去
How long 'til this washes away?
要多久我的形骸才安寧
How long 'til my body is safe?
要多久才能走進這光裡
How long ' til I walk in the light?
要多久,這顆心再不屬於我自己
How long 'til this heart isn't mine?
他胸口起起伏伏
The rise and fall
盡數落在我身上
Of his chest on me
我努力著
I'm trying
卻依舊一成不變
But still it's all I see
那猛烈
The violent
而湧流的能量
Current of energy
我將它隱藏
I hide it
至內心最深處
Away and underneath
鎖上門
Lock the door
我顫抖，我承諾
I shake, I promise everyday
每天都會改變
To change
我在頁面上劃掉他的名字
I cross out his name on the page
要多久這些才會被洗去
How long 'til this washes away?
要多久我的形骸才安寧
How long 'til my body is safe?
要多久才能走進這光裡
How long 'til I walk in the light?
要多久,這顆心再不屬於我自己
How long 'til this heart isn't mine?
拿走這野性
Take this wildness away
我只希望他在我懷裡
I just want him in my arms
我努力著
I'm trying
卻還是閉上眼睛
But still I close my eyes
夢裡
The dreaming
他的臉龐出現在眼前
Bringin' his face to mine
地板上
On the floor
我踱步，我呢喃
I pace, I run my mouth
我祈禱，我等待
I pray to change
在頁面上劃掉他的名字
I cross out his name on the page
要多久這些才會被洗去
How long 'til this washes away?
要多久我的形骸才安寧
How long 'til my body is safe?
要多久才能走進這光裡
How long 'til I walk in the light?
我只希望他在我懷裡
I just want him in my arms