Colorblind - Carie Vejvoda
色盲
吸氣,呼氣
Breathe it and breathe it out
就像突然忘記
Like it's all suddenly forgot
我終於不再
I stopped hanging onto
瀕臨崩潰
a single thread when
我知道注定沒結果
I realized that it was meant to end
在我心裡
I started to feel inside
我還是很逞強
that I was forcing it
如果他愛我
If he loved me back then
我又怎麼感覺不到
why didn't I feel it
害怕面對世界
Scared of facing the world
孤身一人
on my own again
我選擇好好生活
I chose to live a life
這只是假象
that was all pretend
我還是很想他
I wanted it so bad
為他奉獻我所有
I gave it everything I had
我一定是個色盲
I must be colorblind
看不到紅色旗幟
didn't see the red flag right
在我眼前
in front of my eyes
我一定是色盲
I must be colorblind
才會認為另一邊
to think the grass was greener
草更綠
on the other side
抓太緊也會逃離
Held on tight and it crumbled
我沒辦法讓自己的生活
I couldn't force my life
走向正軌
into the right mold
試著變成那樣的人
Tried to be the person
我以為我可以
I thought I should be
而不是讓人們看到
instead of giving people a glimpse
真實的自己
of the real me
我希望自己的生活
I wanted my life to
看起來完美真實
look picture perfect
害怕去冒險
afraid to take a risk
擁有真實的生活
and really live it
我羨慕身邊的每一個人
I looked at everybody else with envy
卻沒在鏡中好好
instead of looking in the mirror
看清自己
and seeing me
我一定是色盲
I must be colorblind
才沒有看到紅色旗幟
didn't see the red flag right
在我眼前
in front of my eyes
我一定是色盲
I must be colorblind
才會認為那邊草地
to think the grass was greener
草更青綠
on the other side
幻想破滅
Disillusioned by the
在絢爛的假象之中
the glitz and glamour
相機的閃光讓我
the lights the cameras distract
看不清真實
from what's really there
我一定是色盲
I must be colorblind
才沒有紅色旗幟
didn't see the red flag right
在我眼前
in front of my eyes
噢噢噢噢噢~
oo woah oh woah oh woah oh
睜開眼睛去看
Open my eyes and see
噢噢噢噢噢~
oo woah oh woah oh woah oh
我的直覺
my natural instinct
我感受到
The feelin I'm gettin
深入內心
inside when I know that
有些事情不對
somethin just 'aint right
才沒有看到紅色旗幟
Didn't see the red flag right
在我眼前
before my eyes
我一定是色盲
I must be colorblind
才會認為草更綠
to think the grass was greener
我一定是色盲
I must be colorblind
才沒有看到紅色旗幟
didn't see the red flag right
在我眼前
in front of my eyes
我一定是色盲
I must be colorblind
才會認為那邊草地
to think the grass was greener
草更青綠
on the other side
幻想破滅
Disillusioned by the
在璀璨的假象之中
the glitz and glamour
相機的閃光讓我
the lights the cameras distract
看不清真實
from what's really there
我一定是色盲
I must be colorblind
才沒有看到紅色旗幟
didn't see the red flag right
在我眼前
in front of my eyes
色盲~
c-c-colorblind
我一定是色盲~
I must be c-c-colorblind