oh god

Oh God
What did I do
Im out of control again
Woke up
Blacker then blue
Probably lost a friend
My throats so ****ing dry from saying sorry
Wake up a different person in the morning
Forget every lesson daddy taught me
I never learn, I just make it worse
Oh God
What have I done
What did I say last night
Did I play the fool
Did I make you believe
I was having a good time
Cause Ive been drinking all of my emotions
Until Im sick until Im broken
Oh God
What have I done?
What have I done?
Oh no
Shoulda stayed home
But its hard to be alone sometimes
Dark thoughts
Got me so low
Id do anything to clear my mind
My throats so ****ing dry from saying sorry
Wake up a different person in the morning
Forget every lesson daddy taught me
I never learn, I just make it worse
Oh God
What have I done
What did I say last night
Did I play the fool
Did I make you believe
I was having a good time
Cause Ive been drinking all of my emotions
Until Im sick until Im broken
Oh God
What have I done?
What have I done?
Wasted , all the nights I missed
Poison on my lips, all alone
Im done, Im done hiding it
Im done fighting it on my own
Oh God
What have I done
What did I say last night
Did I play the fool
Did I make you believe
I was having a good time
Cause Ive been drinking all of my emotions
Until Im sick until Im broken
Oh God
What have I done?
What haveI done?